You are enduring terrible slander, as I hear. Accept what consolation I can offer.
1. Nothing happens to us without God; therefore, the wicked tongue also
attacks us by the permission of God. For this reason be patient in the
face of what God has sent. God hears the slander and also knows your
conscience.
2. Be consoled by this -- that you are enduring false accusation. A
clear conscience is consolation. It is better to be consoled by your
conscience alone, even if the whole world slanders you, than to be
accused by your conscience, when the whole world heaps praises upon you.
This is my choice: let everyone slander me, if only my conscience will
praise me. The conscience is a reliable witness that does not lie: it
says what it sees and is silent about what it does not see. It stands
alone against thousands of slanderers and offers a defense and
consolation and, in time, shuts the mouths of the slanderers and covers
them with shame.
3. You have many comrades in this misfortune. The saints of God endured
much slander, and there are many who live now and who likewise suffer
the same way. You are not the only one who suffers from this; many have traveled by this path and have made it smooth for us and summon us to
come by the same path. Let us follow in their footsteps, that together
with them we may glorify Jesus Christ Who redeemed us. O Jesus, attract
us, weak and despondent to follow Thee and Thy saints.
4. Think on this and examine your conscience; have you not ever wounded
anyone with your tongue? When this happens, then slander is punished by
slander, and therefore endure with thanksgiving, that the sin be
chastened here, so that he who committed the sin might be shown mercy
later. "When we are judged, we are chastened of the Lord, that we should
not be condemned with the world," says the Apostle (1 Cor. 11:32). O
Lord, chasten us here, and have mercy on us there!
5. You see how God, with His mercy, turns to good that which Satan and
the evil contrive for evil. Therefore, be calm now and console yourself,
and forget all vanity.
6. Learn from this not to believe the gossip of others who spread
slander. Just as you hear slander against yourself unexpectedly, so those
concerning whom evil rumors are circulated often hear them
unexpectedly, not even knowing what they are being accused of. Give
thanks for this together with the prophet: "It is good for me that Thou
hast humbled me" (Ps. 118:71). Read these points which I am sending, and
you will discover what I mean. Work for your salvation and remember me,
a sinner.
Your well-wisher, Bishop Tikhon |
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