Ομιλία Γέροντος Νεκταρίου Μουλατσιώτη με θέμα:
"Ο ΠΟΛΕΜΟΣ ΚΑΤΑ ΤΩΝ ΣΑΡΚΙΚΩΝ ΠΑΘΩΝ"
Η ομιλία πραγματοποιήθηκε στην Ιερά Μονή Αγίων Αυγουστίνου Ιππώνος και Σεραφείμ του Σαρώφ στο Τρίκορφο Φωκίδος, την Τετάρτη 29 Μαΐου 2013.
Monday, 24 June 2013
Elder Ephraim Of Arizona(Philotheou Mt.Athos)-On The Path to Unceasing Prayer
Elder Ephraim Of Arizona
Chapter Fifteen.
The Path to Unceasing Prayer.
The heart of man is the center of movements above nature, in accordance with nature, and contrary to nature. Everything begins from the heart. If the heart of man is purified, he sees God. But how can we see God? Does God perhaps have human form? Does He have the shape of a human? No, of course not! God is invisible; God is Spirit. He is able, however, to reign in man’s heart when it becomes a vessel fit to receive Him. For the heart of man to become a vessel fit to receive God, it must be cleansed of unclean thoughts. But in order for the heart to be cleansed, some kind of cleaner must enter into it.
This cleaner is prayer.
Wherever the king goes, his enemies are driven out. And when Christ—or
rather, His holy Name—enters into the heart, the phalanxes of demons are
put to flight. When Christ is enthroned well within, then everything
becomes submissive. It is like when a good king conquers a country and
is enthroned in the capital; then he subjugates all the rebels with his
army. That is, he pursues the enemies and pacifies the country from
internal troubles, and then there is peace. Meanwhile, the king sits on
his throne and sees that everything has been subdued. Then he rejoices
and delights in seeing that the labor and fight have ended and that they
have brought obedience, peace, and all the desired results. Thus it is
also with the kingdom of our heart. It has enemies within it; it has
rebels; it has thoughts; it has passions and weaknesses; it has storms
and disturbances—all these are within man’s heart. For the kingdom of
the heart to be pacified and subjugated, Christ, the King, must come
with His regiments to take control of it and drive out the enemy, the
devil. He must subjugate every agitation from the passions and
weaknesses, and reign as an omnipotent emperor.
The resulting condition
is called by the Fathers “stillness of the heart”—when prayer reigns
unceasingly, bringing about purity and stillness of heart. There are
many ways to pray. In the beginning, we must first pray orally in order
to attain our final goal. This method is necessary because the nous of
man is in perpetual motion. And since it moves not in accordance with
nature as it should, but rather is misused because of our indifference,
it roams the entire world and rests in different pleasures. Sometimes it
goes to carnal thoughts and enjoys their pleasure; sometimes it goes to
other passions, and at other times it loafs around indifferently here
and there. Wherever it may go, wherever it may stay, it finds some sort
of pleasure. Therefore, a person who aims to gain “prayer without
ceasing” (cf. 1 Thes. 5:17 ) must collect his scattered nous—that
vagabond that roams around all the alleys—so that it may be tidied up
and become neat and clean. In order to collect it, however, we have to
offer it something sweet; for as we have said, it finds pleasure and
delight in roaming here and there. Again, we have to attract it with
something that has pleasure. For this reason, in the beginning we need
to say the prayer with the mouth. The beginner who is taught the prayer
must begin to say with his mouth, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me”,
and must make an effort to pull his nous away from worldly things. The
sound that comes out—the sound of his voice—will attract his nous to pay
attention to the prayer, and thus, little by little it will get used to
being collected instead of scattered. Of course, the effort, the
attention, the intention with which we pursue unceasing prayer, as well
as keeping the goal in mind, all help us to concentrate our nous. In
time, as we say the prayer in this manner, it also begins to create
within us a certain pleasure, a certain joy and peace, something
spiritual which we did not have before. Little by little this attracts
the nous.
As oral prayer progresses and attracts the nous inward, it
also begins to give the nous the freedom to say the prayer on its own,
without the mouth saying it—that is, it begins to bear some fruit.
Later, when the prayer is said sometimes with the mouth, sometimes with
the nous, it begins to take over the soul. Then, as the nous occupies
itself with the prayer, it begins to enter the heart, to the effect that
one feels his heart saying the prayer as he just stands there. However,
in order to reach this point, the correct method of saying the prayer
will greatly help. When we abandon the regular and natural rhythm of
inhaling and exhaling, and breathe in and out slowly, less oxygen goes
to the heart. This creates a certain pain, a kind of constriction in the
heart. This pain naturally results in attracting the nous and making it
pay attention to the heart. This attraction of the nous to the heart
brings about their union. It is just as when one has a toothache: the
nous may roam about, but it returns to the tooth because of the pain. So
as the prayer is said rhythmically with controlled breathing, the nous
will go down where the pain is, and thus distraction is eliminated. Once
distraction has been eliminated in this way, the nous will find
stillness—it will not find a reason to be scattered, since the pain
collects it. Controlled breathing (along with attentiveness ) is
necessary to keep the nous from escaping. In this way we shall be able
to cut off distraction, which bleeds the essence out of prayer. In other
words, distraction takes away the benefit of saying the prayer. By
eliminating distraction, we give the nous the ease to pay attention to
the heart. So we begin by breathing very slowly and joining to our
breath the prayer: “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me”. We may say the
prayer either once, twice, or three times as we inhale. Then as we
exhale, again we join the prayer to it. We might say the prayer three
times when we exhale and two times when we inhale—however we are able.
In any case, it is this sense that we say the prayer rhythmically with
our breathing. Now then, if we are able to say the prayer noetically
with controlled breathing, fine. If, however, we have difficulty because
the tempter creates problems, we should breathe through the mouth and
our tongue may move slightly, which is very beneficial in the beginning.
As we inhale through the mouth or the nose, we should be saying the
prayer while the nous is in the heart. The nous should pay attention to
the heart without imagining it. The nous should simply position itself
in the place of the heart, and we should not imagine the heart, because
if we imagine it, delusion will gradually enter, and we will be praying
with the imagination. Prayer has no danger of delusion when it is done
without distraction, without form, with a simple nous, without any shape
or figure at all. The nous must be pure of every divine and human
imagination. We must not imagine Christ or the Panagia or anything else.
Only the nous should be noetically present in the heart, in the
chest—nothing else. It should only take care to be in there. But at the
same time, along with the breathing, the nous should say the prayer
without imagining anything else. The heart should work the prayer like a
motor, and the nous should follow the words of the prayer as a simple
observer. This is the unerring path of prayer. When we practice this
method, in the beginning we will find some difficulty, but afterwards we
will find breadth, height, depth. First, a certain joy mixed with pain
will come. Then gradually come joy, peace, tranquility; and once the
nous is sweetened, it will not be able to tear itself away from prayer
in the heart. Such a state will arise that we will not want to tear
ourselves away from it. We will sit or stand in a corner, bend our heads
down, and we will not want to tear ourselves away from it for hours on
end. We might sit there for one, two, three, four, five, six hours
rooted to the spot, without wanting to get up and without the nous going
anywhere else. We will observe that as soon as it wants to go somewhere
else, bending our head down brings it right back. In other words, a
kind of captivity in prayer occurs. This method of prayer is very
effective. First, it will bring undistracted prayer; it will bring joy
and peace. Simultaneously, it will bring clarity of the nous and tears
of joy. The nous will become receptive to theorias. Afterwards, it will
create absolute stillness of the heart. One will not hear anything at
all. He will think he is in the Sahara desert. At the same time the
prayer will be said more rapidly. He might want to say it rapidly, or he
might want to say it slowly. We should say it however it pleases the
soul, however the soul wants it at that time. So we will say, “Lord…
Jesus… Christ… have mercy… on me… Lord… Jesus…”, while the nous will be
following the prayer as a machinist follows the machine that is
working. And then once we cannot inhale anymore, we will exhale slowly,
“Lord… Jesus… Christ… have mercy… on me… Lord… Jesus…,” until we reach
the end. Then we inhale again slowly—not hastily, but gently, calmly,
quietly, without haste, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me”. And you
will see later, while you are working, that as soon as you take a breath
you will say, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me”. Then as you
exhale, you will say the prayer again.
The heart and the nous on their own will be so pleased with this method that no matter where you are, the nous will say the prayer at every breath. Of course, you might not say the prayer three times at each breath—in any case, you will say it at least once. Then later, you will acquire a rhythm like the rhythm of a machine masterfully tuned, and then you will see the results that this prayer has. It will attract you more and more. You will say, “Fifteen minutes must have passed”, whereas in fact, two hours will have passed. That is how much a person will not want to take his nous away from his heart and from listening to the prayer. Who needs chanting, or anything else for that matter? This is why the Fathers in the desert did not need such things. Of course, these are sanctioned by the Church, but the people who have found this method of noetic prayer, which is much higher than the conventional prayers, abandoned the conventionalities and laid hold of the essence. Since we have lost the essence—perhaps because we don’t have teachers to tell us how to pray, or because we don’t have the motivation and the desire—we have laid hold of the conventional prayers.
The heart and the nous on their own will be so pleased with this method that no matter where you are, the nous will say the prayer at every breath. Of course, you might not say the prayer three times at each breath—in any case, you will say it at least once. Then later, you will acquire a rhythm like the rhythm of a machine masterfully tuned, and then you will see the results that this prayer has. It will attract you more and more. You will say, “Fifteen minutes must have passed”, whereas in fact, two hours will have passed. That is how much a person will not want to take his nous away from his heart and from listening to the prayer. Who needs chanting, or anything else for that matter? This is why the Fathers in the desert did not need such things. Of course, these are sanctioned by the Church, but the people who have found this method of noetic prayer, which is much higher than the conventional prayers, abandoned the conventionalities and laid hold of the essence. Since we have lost the essence—perhaps because we don’t have teachers to tell us how to pray, or because we don’t have the motivation and the desire—we have laid hold of the conventional prayers.
Thus, today’s monks do their Vespers,
their services, and beyond that, nothing. They also work and say that
they do their duty in doing so—but they haven’t done their duty! St.
John the Almsgiver formed a monastery and said, “Fathers, you do your
spiritual duties, and I shall take care of your food, so that you won’t
have material cares and thus deprive yourselves of prayer. I shall
provide you with the necessities, and you pray”. The abbot answered,
“Your All-holiness, Master, we do fulfill our duties. We read the First
Hour, the Third, the Sixth, the Ninth, Vespers, Compline, and serve
Liturgy…” “Ah!” he replied. “It is obvious that you are negligent! Then
what do you do the rest of the time?” What was St. John trying to say
with this? He was saying that they did not fulfill their duty because
they did not pray without ceasing. When we get up for our vigil, after
we say the “Heavenly King…,” the Trisagion, the Fiftieth Psalm, and the
Creed, we should bend our head a little on top of our chest, and we
should try to tear our nous away from everything and put it inside our
chest, within our heart. As we bend our head, we should compel our nous
to go in there. Once it enters, we should begin by saying with the
breathing, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me”. And you will see. Of
course in the beginning, there may be some small difficulty, but a
little perseverance and patience will bring the desire result. Then once
one’s heart has been ignited and sweetened and he gets the knack of it,
nothing can stop him, even if he sits there all night. And then you
will see that time passes and you will say, “But I just started to
pray”. And you will find immense benefit from this method of prayer. For
what purpose did we come here? Didn’t we come to find God? Didn’t we
come to find His grace? Didn’t we come to find peace? Didn’t we come to
be delivered from the passions? Well then, with this prayer all these
things are accomplished. The prayer will produce a warmth, a flame
within the soul. After the prayer generates this warmth, the warmth will
bring more prayer, and so forth. Then once this happens, you will see
that little by little, weaknesses are burned up, thoughts are burned up,
the passions are burned up, and we end up with purity of heart. And
then the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit will come and make an
abode, a dwelling in the heart. The Holy Fathers say that the nous is
easily defiled and easily purified, whereas the heart is purified with
difficulty and defiled with difficulty. The nous is easily defiled when
it is distracted by something evil. The heart, however, does not
immediately participate in the defilement. When the heart has created a
good spiritual condition but later loses it somehow and the nous begins
to be defiled by various things, the heart does not change easily—for
previously it had been changed by grace, and so evil progresses slowly
and with difficulty. Therefore, prayer is needed to transform the heart
from being fleshy, passionate, end egocentric, into dispassionate, so
that it feels no passions. When the center is purified, the rays and the
circumference will become pure. Prayer will drive out despair,
hopelessness, negligence, and laziness, because it will produce a new
resolve, a fresh desire for new struggles. So when we sense this
transformation within us, then we will understand precisely what the
fruit and the goal of prayer are. Then we will understand that the
kingdom of heaven is within our heart: “The kingdom of God is within
you” (Lk. 17:21 ). It is there, within the heart, that we will find the
precious pearl, by digging with the prayer, breathing in and out, and
striving to keep our nous attentive in our heart. What is that pearl? It
is the grace of the Holy Spirit, which we received when we are
baptized. But whether out of ignorance or because we progressed in the
passions, this grace has been buried. Another helpful method is to
inhale and follow the air as it descends from the nose to the larynx, to
the lungs, and then to the heart. There is where we should stay, once
we take several breaths. This is where we should hold the nous: in the
heart. In the meantime, we should breathe slowly, gently, calmly—not
hastily. In the beginning, the devil brings distress and the heart feels
some difficulty, and other negative feelings. But gradually it will
begin to break through this difficulty and the beauty of it will begin.
And then there is no need for a teacher—the prayer itself will teach us.
You will see that, automatically, the nous and the heart on their own
will desire to pray in this manner, because they perceive the benefit to
be much more than what you imagine it to be now. For here everything is
capitalized on. Here is gold—not coins or silver or anything else. This
is solid gold. Who can discover gold somewhere and not go there to
collect it with all his eagerness and greediness? I marveled at my
Elder. We had special stools for prayer; they were just like regular
chairs but lower, and the armrests were higher for more comfort. He
would sit there for hours on end, saying, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy
on me”. And when divine grace was active and the nous was clear, he
would stop saying the prayer and begin theoria with his nous. But when
he didn’t find theoria and his nous was wandering, he put it in his
heart again and obtained benefit from prayer. Thus he obtained benefit
either from the prayer or from theoria, and in this way he would spend
seven, eight, nine hours. After praying and praying, you think that you
have just started. What are three or four hours? And if the nous wants
to escape, to “unwind”, it is pulled back as if there were something in
the heart pulling it back and attracting it. Little by little, a person
who occupies himself with this prayer is perfected inwardly. His heart
is purified more and more, and subsequently he acquires prayer of the
heart*. Then he attains high levels of prayer. On its own, the nous
follows the heart as it says the prayer. At this level, inhaling and
exhaling the prayer is unnecessary. This is called prayer of the heart.
Our Holy Fathers, after occupying themselves with the prayer for many
years, gradually acquired ardor and then eros for God. Then, once divine
eros greatly increased, they went out of themselves and came to theoria
and had ecstasies; God took them. Did He take them with their soul?
With their body? (cf. 2 Cor. 12:2 ). It is not important; in any case,
they went out of themselves. A person does not know if he goes up there
with his heart or with his body. He only knows that this high level of
prayer brought him to theoria. We see that when St. Gregory of Sinai
went to St. Maximos Kafsokalyvis, whom they considered deluded, he asked
him, “Geronta, tell me: have you acquired the prayer?” He answered,
“Forgive me, father, I am deluded. Do you have anything to eat?” Then
St. Gregory answered, “I wish I had your delusion”, and repeated, “Tell
me, have you acquired the prayer?” “Well…, that is precisely why I go
into the wilderness, so that I can retain the prayer”, said St. Maximos.
“Have you experienced the fruits of the Holy Spirit?” St. Gregory
continued asking. “Eh, those things are from God”, answered St. Maximos.
“And where does your nous go when you have the prayer and the grace of
God comes?” “It ascends to divine things. It goes to the Last Judgment,
to paradise, to hell, to the Second Coming; God takes it to heavenly
light, to the state of heaven”. All these things spring from noetic
prayer. Without it, none of this happens. We see how much this method of
prayer helps one to attain ceaseless prayer. He who practices prayer in
this manner, even when he is at work doing his handicraft, will say the
prayer as he inhales and exhales, without even wanting to. The prayer
will stick to his breathing. As soon as he inhales, he will start saying
the prayer without wanting to—this method has such beautiful results.
We must begin with desire, with eagerness, with zeal. One has a little
difficulty in the beginning, but the road will open, and then no one can
stop him. Let the others say whatever they want afterwards—his soul has
been sweetened, and no one can stop him. Then you will see that you
find grace, alleviation from the passions, and especially alleviation
from filthy thoughts. You will find great relief. They will be
obliterated with time. They will be wiped out from the nous through
prayer, and the heart will become completely well. The heart will become
like the heart of a child who feels no passions. It will see everything
naturally. Since we had acquired the habit of saying the prayer with
inhaling and exhaling, when we served and had to say the petitions,
sometimes—in the beginning, of course—I nearly said, “Lord Jesus
Christ…” instead of the words of the petitions! For it was a matter of
breathing, and the prayer had stuck to it. A person grows so accustomed
to it that nothing can make it leave afterwards. That is how much it
overcomes a person—of course, in proportion to the energy he employs. In
the beginning, he will be able to say it for a short period of time;
the next day, more; the next day even more; and then he will say it
constantly. When we were on the Holy Mountain and our Elder was alive,
we said the prayer for two, three, four, five hours with inhaling and
exhaling. Of course, when sleep fought us, we got up and went outside to
say the prayer out loud, for more “relaxation”, so to speak. But when
sleep was not an issue, we stayed inside all night.
St. Gregory Palamas
says that when the prayer is said with every breath, in time a subtle
fragrance comes out of the nostrils. Indeed, this is the case. Through
prayer a fragrant air will be produced which is nothing but a fruit of
prayer. When we were beginners and were saying the prayer like that,
there was so much fragrance that everything smelled sweet—our beards,
and even out of our chests came so much fragrance. The air we inhaled
and exhaled was all fragrant, and I thought to myself, “What is this
prayer?” It is the name of Christ! And what doesn’t the name of Christ
contain within it? By the name of Christ, the Holy Gifts are sanctified;
by the name of Christ, baptism is done, the Holy Spirit comes, the
saints raised the dead. By the name of Christ, everything is done. One
of the Watchful Fathers said that when the soul departs from a person
who has acquired the prayer, it is not possible for the demons to remain
near him, since his soul departs with this prayer. The name of Christ
is his weapon. His soul is armored with the prayer. How can the demons
approach him? That is how great its benefit is. This is why the angel
who taught St. Pachomios said, “Many learned men abandoned their studies
and their scholarly works, occupied themselves with this prayer, and
attained sanctity”. Likewise, the hermitess Photini (The hermitess
Photini lived in complete seclusion near the Jordan River in the
beginning of the twentieth century. Her life has been published in Greek
by Archimandrite Joachim Spetsieris. God willing, we shall publish it
in English in the near future. ) wrote that the services are like one’s
daily wages: if you worked, you are paid and can buy food; if you didn’t
work, you don’t get anything. This is how the conventional prayers of
the Church are. But unceasing, noetic prayer gives you not only your
daily wages, but it produces great spiritual wealth, and you can put it
in the bank and get rich. With this prayer, a person sits and listens to
his heart working. This work is very productive! Just as a machine
works on its own once we get it started, the same thing happens when one
progresses in the science of prayer. As in the old days, machines were
manually operated and required a lot of labor, but once it is made
automatic and electric, it is more productive and requires less labor.
The same thing happens with prayer. In the beginning, it requires labor
to regulate the prayer with one’s breathing. But afterwards the work
becomes automatic, and the nous monitors it as a machinist monitors a
motor. Prayer is aided by keeping silent, by not having boldness or
pride. Pride is a very great obstacle to prayer. When praying, as soon
as the nous has proud thoughts, criticize yourselves constantly so that
pride does not raise its ugly head. It is beneficial even to hit
yourselves with a cane and call yourselves names so that pride does not
raise its head at all. A person should not be thinking anything at times
of prayer but should only try to pray with fear. The more he adorns his
prayer with love and humility and the fear of God, the more progress he
will have. If you try this out in practice, you will see for
yourselves. Just as when we go into a candy store we find chocolates,
pastries, and various sweets, so also in the spiritual candy store one
finds many different sweets, and we will take whatever the baker gives
us. We will do our duty to regulate our prayer and humble ourselves, and
then whatever God sends is His business. We will do all the
formalities, but it is God Who will give the substance to prayer. But
the more humbly we pray, the more benefit we will have. Most
importantly, though, the nous must be attentive to the words of the
prayer, without thinking anything else at all. This is the heart of the
whole matter. It is impossible for a person praying in this manner to be
deluded. So this is how we will pray from now on. This method will be
our rule of prayer, because it will greatly assist us to see our
passions, our faults. All this effort will help us collect our nous.
However, light and moving around create commotion in the nous. But when a
person remains in one place, whether standing, sitting, or kneeling,
his nous has no commotion. This method has a lot of substance in it.
If
you work at it, you will see for yourselves, and you will find great
things. There was a certain pilgrim who had been initiated in noetic
prayer. Because he had much meditation, self-denial, and freedom from
cares—since he was not bound with a family, work, or any other things—he
said the prayer continuously and felt very great love for Christ. That
is, he really did have divine eros in his soul. He had a great desire to
go to the all-holy tomb of Christ; he thought that there he would in
some way have his fill of love for his dearly beloved Christ. So he went
down to Jerusalem to the tomb of Christ and went inside to venerate it.
Certainly he felt intense feelings of passionate spiritual eros. He
reflected that here the One Whom he worshipped—Jesus Christ—had been
buried and that here was His empty tomb, and so forth. As he venerated
the holy tomb, right there upon the tomb, he gave up his soul! When the
others saw this, they said, “Let’s see what this man had hidden in his
heart!” They did an autopsy, cut open his heart, and were amazed: there
within his heart were written the words, “Jesus, my sweet love”. (A
similar phenomenon occurred with the heart of St. Ignatios the
God-bearer. ).
Do you see how rich the prayer had made this man? How much it had enriched him with divine love? Just think where he found himself after his death! Certainly angels receive his soul and took it before the throne of Christ crowned in splendor. Only through noetic prayer does man reach dispassion. Neither by much reading nor with much chanting or by any other way is it possible to attain dispassion. He who prays in this way will learn on his own to hate idle talk and boldness, and will try to find time alone in order not to lose the spiritual state he finds through prayer. I pray that God will give you the feeling of this prayer. And when grace comes, then you will discover these things in practice and understand what I am telling you now.
*Prayer of the heart (καρδιακή προσευχή )
«Prayer of the heart» is the highest form of prayer in which the nous is kept in the heart by the grace of the Holy Spirit, and prays there without distraction. Beyond this form of prayer is theoria.
Taken From The Book "Counsels From The Holy Mountain" by Elder Ephraim Of Arizona(Philotheou Mt.Athos)
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