Saint Ephraim The Syrian
Every day of Great Lent, with the exception of Saturdays and Sundays,
the prayer “O Lord and Master of my life” is read. According to
tradition, this prayer was written in Syria in the fourth century by the
ascetic Mar Afrem or, as we have grown accustomed to calling him,
Ephraim the Syrian. He was a monk, poet, and theologian, one of the most
eminent sons of the Syrian Church, who entered world literature as a
remarkable writer.
The words of the prayer, which were quite accurately transmitted by
Pushkin [1], sound as follows when translated from the Syrian: “O Lord
and Master of my life,” that is: Ruler of my life, Who gave me life, Who
is the center and focal point of my life. “Give me not a spirit of
idleness,” that is, laziness, which is, according to the old adage, the
mother of all vices. Laziness seems like an innocent thing, but it
engenders much that is dark and black.
“Despondency.” Christianity is a joyful doctrine; joyful, too, is he who
is despondent – for it will leave him. St. Seraphim of Sarov, the great
Russian saint of the nineteenth century, said: “We have no ways to be
despondent, for Christ has saved everyone.”
“Ambition.” This means love of authority. Everyone has it; do not
think that the cult of personality exists only in politics: it can also
be present in the family or in any small community. Everyone has in
himself the seeds of the aspiration to crush the will of others, to
strangle and subdue it.
“Idle talking.” I exempt children: they have the right to chatter,
but only until the age of fifteen or sixteen. When children chatter they
are learning to communicate and are practicing their language; but when
these “children” are already twenty, or sometimes older than forty –
this means they are being pitiless towards their own lives. Let us
consider (and let us be honest with ourselves): how much longer do we
have to live? Not much longer at all. Therefore, I repeat, we should
value life and love the gift that God has given us, remembering that we
will carry into eternity only that which we have in our hearts. Idle
talk and blathering are frightful words, for they involve killing time.
Further on the prayer says: “a spirit of chastity… patience, and love
bestow upon me Thy servant.” Chastity is purity of relations with the
world and with people, wholeness of soul, without duality, and without
the passions gaining possession over you.
“Humble-mindedness.” This means the wisdom of the healthy person.
Humility here, in the given context, means knowing where you stand
against the backdrop of eternity. Do not inflate yourself like the frog
in Krylov’s fable– it burst [2]. There is no need to exaggerate, but one
should know one’s worth. The wisdom of modesty is extraordinary and
beautiful. The wisdom of modesty is not abasement beyond pride, but
healthiness of soul. Here is an example for you. When someone begins to
imagine himself as something that he is not, he is only a few steps from
megalomania. Megalomania is a pathological state of pride. One person
announces that he is the chairman of the Council of Ministers or
Napoleon, and he is placed in a psychiatric hospital; another makes no
such pronouncement, for which reason he is not in the hospital, but in
his soul he thinks he is superior to everyone else.
“Patience, and love.” What is patience? I will put it briefly so that
you will remember. Patience is not the state of cattle, which tolerate
everything. It is not humiliation – not at all. It is not a compromise
with evil – under no circumstances. Patience is the ability to maintain
equanimity of spirit in circumstances that impede such equanimity.
Patience is the ability to achieve one’s goals when encountering various
obstacles along the way. Patience is the ability to maintain a joyful
spirit even when there is an excess of grief. Patience is a victory and
an overcoming; patience is a form of courage. This is what real patience
is.
Finally, love. Love is the utmost happiness of man; it is the ability
of our souls to be open, immanent (as the philosophers say), inwardly
open to the other person. When you are riding the escalatory in the
subway, test yourself to see if you are able to love or not. When you
look at the people riding on the other side and you find it repulsive to
look at their faces, it means that all the pores of your soul are
clogged and that your feeling of love is in an embryonic state.
But the power of Christ’s grace is capable of rebuilding a person in
such a way that he sees people in an entirely different manner; so that
his first reaction will be benevolence; so that he will immediately see
the beautiful in both women and men, in as inspired manner, even where
no one else notices it; so that when seeing a suffering face he will
feel compassion; so that he will be open. Such a person is always happy,
because he is united with people and lives lovingly.
At the end of the prayer it says: “Yea, O Lord and King, grant me to
see my failings and not condemn my brother.” You understand this. The
greatest cure from condemnation is the ability to criticize oneself. We
are extremely careful – I would say observant and even psychologically
sophisticated – when we are considering the sins of our neighbors or the
sins of other people. Here we display maximum knowledge of all moral
laws in all their subtleties. Here we act like strict judges, although
we have no right to do so, since we ourselves are guilty of the very
things of which we condemn others.
You ask me: perhaps this is appeasement and compromise with evil?
Under no circumstances. Never. We must call evil by its name. But we
must have compassion for the person who falls into this sin.
This is the essence of this prayer read daily with prostrations during Great Lent.
From the lecture “Great Lent,” delivered on April 1, 1989,
by Archpriest Alexander Men (+1990)
Translated from Russian.
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